11.9.2012
My love falls down like the Twin towers.
But then I think that I surely couldn´t really be in love with him.I didn´t even know him.
And that´s what makes me feel so pathetic,like an imitation of dignity.I remeber how I wanted to get to know him and that wish came true (partialy).Now I know he´s a liar.But it´s also scary when I realise that my first love doesn´t really mean anything to anyone in the world.
 
I apologise if anyone finds the first sentence offensive.I was very shaken by the event 11 years ago as a child.So I used it to expess something now.(i guess im a writer wannabe)
I need to start writting a personal diary so I won´t pollute the internet with my pesky little problems.Sigh.

i really love Grimes so here is ...something to celebrate this fact

i feel rather dizzy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ejy0aKACZuk
 
o hai polyvore c:
 
song by Islands :)
 
*pic of richey edwards because he´s beautiful and i am sad

lovely clothes ~

I found german grammatical error in this quiz O.o
I´m bewildered xD
I was tagged by @fringilla in this set http://www.polyvore.com/44_have_nice_day_everyone/set?id=37087988 (again,but it´s good motivation to make sets :) )
 
so i have to give you some information about me

random...
coloured your hair: It´s dip-bleached (that doesn´t mean anything sorry) and I´m going to put purple on it this weekend.
habla espanol: I can´t.
 
sprechen sie deutsches:( Ja, wenig.)
IT´S DEUTSCH ,NOT DEUTSCHES.And Sie,has to have capital s,otherwise it means "they". Is this a test? >.>
 
have friends you've lost touch with: surely
 
feel happy?: overall yes
 
wish you could fly away.. far, far away?: sometimes :)
 
believe in god?: uh, I have no religion,but I´m not sure about God.
 
could you live without the computer?: NUUUU
 
what's your favorite candy? chocolate
 
whats your favorite fruit?: If I had to choose...peaches
 
sunrise or sunset?: sunrise
 
trust others way too easily?: I do not trust people deeply ,but I´m gullible .
 
are your fingers cold?: Thankfully it´s still warm,so no,they aren´t.
 
coke or pepsi: ew
 
this morning i was: sleepy and ill
 
im afraid of: I don´t want to think about it.
 
i dream about: many things xD
 
have you ever...
pictured a crush naked?: LOL YES
 
been in love: I don´t think so.But when I think about love and what it means to me...Yes,many times.
 
flowers or candy: flowers
 
with the opposite sex...
what do you notice first?: overall appearance,eyes,hair,bum :)
 
last person you slow danced with: I haven´t yet.
 
favourite physical feature: looks fit, smiles,his eyes(i´m not sure what exactly feature means sorry)
 
favourite personality quality: sense of humour
 
scruff or clean shaven: again ,I don´t know what this means
 
tall or short: taller than me or same height as me
(Richard Hammond is an exception :) )
 
who...
makes you laugh the most?: friends,family or Top Gear XD
 
makes you smile: all the people I love
 
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: my current crush
 
is it easier talk to boys or girls? Gals,I´m shy.

now I tag: (but you totally don´t have to do it C: )
@hippiehip
@adellka

i was tagged by @fringilla
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=35999623

ABC about me quiz:
a - available: yes
b - birthday:9th december
c - crushing on: young Robert Smith (lol)
d - last drink you had: water
e - easiest person to talk to: my mum LOL
f - favorite song: at the moment it´s Why I Can´t Be You by The Cure
g - gummy bears or gummy worms: bears
h - home town: I won´t tell
i - in love with: Terry Hall and Robert Smith and Suggs and other my british princes xD
k - killed someone: never
l - longest car ride: can´t rember ,I haven´t been in car for long time
m - milkshake flavour: vannila
n - number of siblings: 2 siblings
o - one wish: I wish for the world to get better
p - person that you called last: my best friend
r - reason to smile: the little things
s - song you last sang: Since Yesterday by Strawberry Switchblade
t - time you woke up: 8:30 a.m.
u - underwear colour: black
v - vegetable: i like them all
w - worst habit: self pity
y - years living where you live: 2 years
z - zodiac sign: sagittarius :)
 
random questions!!
1. spell your name without vowels. vrnk
2. what colour do you wear most? none,i have random clothes
3. are you outgoing? nope
4. favourite pair of shoes? my grey "converse"
5. can you dance? haha no I only dance in my bedroom
6. can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? um no
7. can you whistle? a little
8. cross your eyes? yeah
9. walk with your toes curled? is that even possible

 
the do's
1. do you believe there is life on other planets? yes
2. do you believe in miracles? sort of
3. do you believe in magic? no
4. do you believe in love at first sight? no
5. do you believe in santa? No,coz we have baby Jesus over here instead of santa :)
6. do you like roller coasters? i wish i could go
7. have you ever been on a plane? no
9. have you ever been asked out by someone? no :(
10. have you ever been to the ocean? no,only to sea
11. have you almost drowned in the ocean once? no
12. What is the temperature outside? 25 celsius
13. what radio stations do you listen to? radios here suck!
14. what was the last thing you bought? nifty second hand jacket
15. what was the last thing on tv you watched? Spongebob :P
16. who was the last person you took a picture of? my cat....who isn´t actually a person ....
17. Every really cried your heart out? yes
18. Ever cried yourself to sleep? yes
19. ever cried on your friends shoulder? no
20. ever cried over the opposite sex? no
21. do you cry when you get an injury? if I´m alone yes
22. do songs make you cry? sometimes
23. are you a happy person? I should say so
24. what is your current hair colour? dark brown with blonde tips
25. currently wearing? sweatpants and old long sleeve
26. your eye colour? hazel
27. short or long hair? medium or long-ish
28. height? 173 cm
 
what to do: dill out these questions and make a new set called 'abc about me quiz' then tag 20 people.
 

now i tag: @carlas-breakfastime
@marleen1978
@abisol
@dancinora
@dreamingwater
@lovelypao
@lopes
@donatella-rosetti
@la-starlette
@laura-the-supernova
@ninadobrevfancz
@evelynne
@predictableannie
@swetlana15
@midnightsouls
@xhellokittygirlx
@dreamsforme
@fleurdelis
@originallygb
@takemetoneverland

i know i make bad sets,but i was very bored